Ataraxy: A state of serene calmness

This word is kind of my utopia. I strive for a state of serene calmness. To be at peace with myself and to accept myself.

I always thought about living a life well lived. To look back and be proud and feel like I lived the life that I wanted to.

I have to remind myself that I am doing this for future me. Future me would be very happy if I pursued my dreams and got things done.

Tonight I am going to take deep breaths and meditate on this. It may help me get through the pain.